I am a Capricorn – I suffer from duality. I can’t make up my mind. Do I want to live in Montana or the beach? Do I want to be famous, or live a solitary life? Do I want to lose weight or eat the cupcake? Do I stay or do I go? Do I want to go out and do something fun, or stay home and rest? Am I OK with being negative, or do I want to be positive?
A Capricorn can also be pessimistic, hopeless, and unforgiving. Well, we all know from my previous posts, that I got those down.
But a Capricorn is more than those things. A Capricorn is strong, determined, fearless; or supposed to be. These are things that I used to be – things I want to be again. I want to be strong enough so others don’t affect me so much. I want to be determined to keep working on marriage so that one day we are both happy being together. I want to be fearless so I can take risks and live life a little. These will be some of my goals. I hope that once I achieve them, I will be closer to being my true self.